Today is the day of the awful truths.

And why? Because my life is ruined, totally screwed up, and its all thanks to YOU.

Seriously. I hope you don't know your place in this circle of life. I hope you try to overpower every single person available. I hope you try to shove your way up to the top. I hope you suck up so much that people get so damn sick of you. I hope you try to control everything. I hope you keep pissing everyone important off. I hope you show everyone what a brilliant actor you are. I hope you get so damn annoyed that everyone hates you to the very eye-socket that you simply just bitch off.

And then, I hope you


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Mark's leaving on the 14th of this month back to America, and that is kind of sad. I guess it was pretty cool to know him, converse a little - although I was, for most part of that time, a little afraid? Definitely.

I guess I probably should get a little something for Mark, for being so nice and entertaining me when Natalie and Yanlin had left during New Year's Eve? I have no idea.
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Dedication Ceremony today was crap. I mean - let's face it. I'm Sec 4, and I've had 4 years of experience pinning the badge to MY uniform. But hello!? That poor Sec 1 kid was so small and tiny, and I was quite upset to like, kill at such a young age, so I couldn't bear myself to do it. And the first time I pinned the badge, it was too high, and Hyeon decided to be damn mean and laugh at me. Not that Hyeon's very nice usually, though, that's a lie.

But anyway, I tried to pin the badge a second time, hoping that it would be better, but fear enveloped me and that poor Sec 1 girl - I forgot to bring a dictionary for her to stuff in her left boob - and she was almost crying and I was like, this sadist person?

The second time wasn't better, so the Sec 1 kid took it out, and pinned it on herself instead. WAHLAOEH. I doubled welcomed her, and this was the thanks I got!

Apparently, Hyeon and I are weirdly popular with the Sec 1C3 people. And I really do mean "weirdly popular".
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I'm pissed now, and its your fault. Its my last bloody year, and I'm driven to insanity. Hello, what is this? Fate?

Life called. You failed.
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