I knew I would fall sick.

For man will ride the waves of time while the past sinks to the deep sea below, its secrets forever safely guarded, waiting to be told. Secrets, young or old, all waiting to be told.

Some secrets lie calm, small, insignificant. Some secrets burn furiously, causing problems in waves which man will feel. But the most dangerous one of them all, is the secret that lies quietly, and waits for the moment to pounce. There are no warning signs, there is only an immediate effect. That is the secret you must watch out for, my dear Simon, and there are so many of that.

But fear not, Simon. Its not that easy to come across a secret. Some secrets may float in the waters of the oceans, but some are kept with words of wisdom.


Too much has happened.

Perhaps these are excuses. Perhaps these are mere reasons. And yet are scarily true. June is arriving, and already my head is full. History is not only a subject, it is a skill.

AJ has not been hostile to me, but I certainly have not been happy there. Perhaps it is to do with the people, perhaps it is to do with myself. I will wait for my comment.


you being in love...

you being in love
will tell who softly asks in love,

am i separated from your body smile brain hands merely
to become the jumping puppets of a dream? oh i mean:
entirely having in my careful how
careful arms created this at length
inexcusable, this inexplicable pleasure-you go from several
persons: believe me that strangers arrive
when i have kissed you into a memory
slowly, oh seriously
-that since and if you disappear

solemnly
myselves
ask "life, the question how do i drink dream smile

and how do i prefer this face to another and
why do i weep eat sleep-what does the whole intend"
they wonder. oh and they cry "to be, being, that i am alive
this absurd fraction in its lowest terms
with everything cancelled
but shadows
-what does it all come down to? love? Love
if you like and i like,for the reason that i
hate people and lean out of this window is love,love
and the reason that i laugh and breathe is oh love and the reason
that i do not fall into this street is love."

Little Romance.